Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Caged

Today I feel like a wild animal in a cage. It's cloudy and overcast and I can't seem to sit still. I pace back and forth wondering what to do. It is too silent and I have had little communication or connection. I went to the coffee shop this morning... the little communication I have is with the older men who have befriended me.

It's funny that the old men are really the only ones who have made any attempt to converse with me and in some ways that is nice, but I long for more. I am lonely. Hopefully I will get a job and connect with some other people.
I am a social animal. This cage does not suit me.

Friday, October 16, 2009

Autumn Haiku

It is crisp fall day.
The sun is inviting me
to come out and play.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Start Blogging

It's weird how when I am active; riding my bike, driving a car, walking, etc. I find my brain creating thoughts that seem to be worth writing down, but as soon as I get to the place where I can write, it's gone.
It's as though the only way that I can create is when I am active. When I sit.... it stops!!!

So I am just going to start writing; stories, anecdotes, descriptions, visualizations. I just have to do it!!